I feel bad and I feel like a freak a weird freak who can't fit into social not because others but because of me myself I'm ashame of myself

I perfer to be alone

I don't want to know how other think about me but I can't help it I feel bad

I am self centered too much even tho I know no one actually cares about me. I still felt guilty

I hate how I am I feel ashamed

I don't know why I'm so sensitive

I can't forgive myself. I broke their trust I make them cry I hate it

I never were a good person and yet people still easily forgive me

I hate gossip so bad I never like it in the first place I don't like it

I deep down feel like no one actually like me

I know people don't care about me I'm not asking for attention but I just don't like myself around other people

I act like a dog. I act like a stupid dog wanting to play I hate it

I wish I'm not like this

I don't want to be dislike

I don't know what is wrong with me

I hope everyone don't hate me

I feel so fake

I don't even know what to do in the future

I tend to overshare when I feel comfortable

I hate it

I hate my personality

I hate how I trust people

I hate how I act

I want to push everyone away and be alone

I don't want anyone to see this side of me

I hope people don't talk about me in any way

I want to disapear

I hate overthinking

just die